Saturday, October 31, 2009

快乐

快乐,
在我的字典里,
就快找不到这个词了,
从前那种发自内心的快乐,
在现今的我身上,
或许已经很难出现了吧!!
时间,
让我慢慢地体会到,
原来快乐离我好远好远。。
脑袋里的事,
在每一分每一秒里,
不曾停止过转动。。
在这同时,
我的快乐也将慢慢被剥夺。。
我是多么的希望,
明天一觉醒来,
地球不再转动,
时间不再流逝,
心脏不再跳动,
眼睛不再挣开,
那么一切不愉快的事,
就都能画上句号,
等待下一次重新做人的机会。。。
这就是我所希望的~~~~
我累了。。
想要好好的休息。。
想要失意让自己忘了所有的不快乐,
但是我没有这种能耐~~
人能做的也只有这样而已。。

答案

不是什么问题都能找到答案。。
不是所有答案都能让人满意。。

有时,
含糊不清未必就不好,
用尽方法想得到的答案,
到头来才猛然发现,
重要的并不是答案,
那之前又为了什么而坚持??
或许,
不清不楚,
才是最完美的答案,
因为少了些什么,
而多了些神秘,
酱的答案不就是最好的吗??

有时,
明明已经知道答案未必是自己想要的,
但却执拙的想找出答案,
最后被伤得骈体膦伤的,
难道这就是答案的意义吗??

Saturday, October 24, 2009

no title...

thesis...
i reli scare of you...
one problem juz settled...
den anthr new problem cum out...
we are lost...
we are blur and confuse...
dunno wat to do now...
things keep on changing and changing...
at de end...
wat shld we do??
DUNNO~~

motivation....
i have no motivation now...
all my motivation are gone...
i m scaring...
i m stressing...
we hv de ability to complete de thesis??
DUNNO~~
cos we are lost...
juz like a wood flows in de sea...
but i hope we can overcum all de pro...

cry...
somebody say i reli like to cry...
yup...i am...
no matter wat things happen...
i oso can cry...
dunno why...
mayb it let me feel better...
it help me to "fa xie qing xu"...
for me, it is a gud way...
but i dun like to let ppl c my tears...

privacy...
i hate ppl who r not respect others' privacy...
alwaz try to infringe ppl's privacy...
they dunno wat called privacy at all...
use those cheap methods to find out ppl's thg...
wat the shit n stupid thg they do...
nvr thk abt de consequence of their act...
fine den...
but i hate tat...
and once you do tat,
you hv to accept de consequences...
all de trust is gone...
mayb it's gud..

tired...
i m tired...
tired of evythg...
evythg means evythg...

Friday, October 16, 2009

wat the Shit thesis

I m bac..Due to the Stupid+Shit thesis!! So, i have to end my holidays and cum bac here earlier!! I reli hate the THESIS!! spent so many time to do de proposal and sent to the SHIT supervisor...then she dunwan reply us at all for some period...For no other choice, we decided to start the chapter 1 first without the approval of our proposal...spent so many time to read the journal and find out the info...travel here and there juz to online and find the info to do the thesis...but at the end--whole thing have been rejected!! our effort are all wasted!! SHIT !!

Now evythg have to start again...i have no idea to do the thesis at all...vy confuse la!! dunno the research probelm...dunno the variable...wat oso dunno la...i m tired with the thesis adi...this is our thesis..so please take ur initiative to do it!! we dun hv much time to waste and wait adi!! Dont u noe tat?? evytime oso like tat, juz wait for others to tel u wat to do and do wat..then juz do it without any concern for the whole project...fine, if u thk it is all right den u juz continue la!! c wat will i response la!!

i m Emo now...no motivation to do the thesis anymore!! if the condition still the same, den we juz simply do and get a low mark as long as we can pass then can adi la.. i thk somebody wont care it oso... i m tired wit the attitude... dun make me mad n scold ppl...